Ok, so something is up. I know this because:
a) I am eating more than I need..(otherwise known as comfort eating)
b) I am craving alcohol..
Together, they always means the same thing: something is up and I just ain't facing it...
... so I eat to make me feel better.. and I drink to make it go away..
Except, I barely have any food in the house, so am eating mouldy rye crackers and (vegan) cream cheese. Both of which I'm sure would be disqualified from a comfort eating contest. I've also been tee total since October, and don't plan on changing any time soon, so I haven't actually had any alcohol either...
So no hiding for me then..!
Something is UP and I don't want to DEAL with it...
But know I have to, else I'll put on a stone and end up in a vat of cheeky vimto...
I know where it is, oh that hideous, ugly rotten dark place called.... The Past. And it's not the nice past either, oh no, the murky painful depths of memories you'd really really like to put in a box and watch sail away into the sunset.. but no, instead, I need to watch Dr. Phil and:
name it to claim it..!!
feel it to heal it...!!
Oh Dr. Phil, what fun that sounds, I just can't wait!!
Today's favourite song:U2 'The Ground Beneath Her Feet'
3 June 2008
Dang, I gotta face it..
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