31 July 2008

The Verve...

Are Back...!!


Their new song rocks my world..

Love is Noise.

Ain't it just.

Can't wait for the album.

Today's top tune: The Verve: 'Love is Noise'

Train wreck

Single again..

From 0-60-0. How Did That Happen??!!

What a train wreck..

{Long drawn out sigh}

Praps one day my life will be sorted - job, money, partner, own place
, health, no debts.

But screw it, happiness is being happy where you're at right...?

So, here's to singleness, joblessness, own-homelessness, sickness and skintaspoonyness... but happYness. :-)

Today's favourite song (currently being mesmerised by it!): Friendly Fires, 'Jump in the Pool'

10 July 2008


I found this piece in my 'unpublished' draft list..


I'm struggling to eat at the moment. My current diet consists of:

Pitta bread

Not enough and
not very healthy.

I do love food: I'm a true foodie. But my spirit is low, and with it my tastebuds have become dormant.

I'm not unhappy
as such. In so many countless and wonderful ways I'm happier now than I've ever been. But I've just entered the 5th year of this illness. And that's got me.

So I'm blue. And I've lost my appetite. The gnawing of my hunger happily manifests the gnawing of my spirit.

I think I need to grieve. Recognise my losses. But I do have hope. And I do know that
this too shall pass...

...And it is indeed passing, though I can't say my eating habits have improved much - It's such a paradox.. to eat healthily you need energy to go out, buy the ingredients, cook them, and eat them... but with no energy... it's peanut butter on toast .. but it is indeed passing.. and things are indeed getting better..

Today's favourite song: Black Kids, 'Hurricane Jane'

9 July 2008

Wow, or, Jill Bolte Taylor's message

The scientific and the spiritual meet...

Today's favourite song: India Irie, 'Video'

8 July 2008

Boys, boys, boys

My poor little neglected blog..

I blame the new boy. I've gone from a 'me' to an 'us' in about 60 seconds flat. Whirlwind is most definitely the appropriate term here..

It's amazing. Passionate, Intense, Loving, Mind-blowing ;-). I'm doing things I never do, experiencing things I never have. Knocked sideways and every which way.



Back to the blog soon though... :-)

Today's favourite song: Timbaland 'Scream'